TMI (TO MUCH IMFORMATION)

I JUST STARTED THIS BLOG AND WILL BE SHARING SOME OF MY POST ON FACEBOOK. BECAUSE I HAVE A BIG MOUTH AND LEAVE NOTHING UNSAID; I MAY RUN INTO SOME ISSUES OF REPETITION. I GET A KICK OUT OF VALIDATION AND RECOGNITION. SO I THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT PLACE FOR ME. SO, PLEASE FORGIVE ME. ** FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS I HAVE NOT BEEN THE LUCKIEST EXPECT FOR BEING A PARENT. IN APRIL 2009 I HAD JUST CELEBRATED MY 30th BIRTHDAY AND FELT LIKE I HAD NOT ACCOMPLISHED IN MY LIFE WHAT I HAD SET OUT TO BECOME. OH, I HAD AN EMPTINESS THAT I THOUGHT NO ONE COULD FILL. I HAVE A JOB BUT, I WANTED A CAREER . I HAD A NEW CAR BUT,  IT WASN’T A BMW.   I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE WHOM DIDN’T RESPECT ME. I WANTED TO BE A MOTHER AND HAD TOLD MYSELF I DONT WANT TO HAVE CHILDREN AFTER THE AGE OF 30.  YES, I HAD BECOME A “CRAZY BITCH”!!! WHO WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT EVERYTHING THAT I COMPLAINED ABOUT WOULD CHANGE FOR BETTER AND WORST.  LIKE A LADDER OR STAIRS THAT I HAD CLIMBED UP; I NOW WAS FALLING. DOWN EACH STEP AND LEVEL HAD BECOME A PAINFUL, DRAMA FILLED EVENT. TO MAKE THIS LONG STORY SHORT. I HAD A CHILD, LOST MY JOB, ENDED A 4 YEARS RELATIONSHIP, MOVED OUT OF MY MOTHERS HOME INTO MY OWN, WENT TO SCHOOL AND FINISHED, LOST MY LICENSE AND CAR IN THE SAME MONTH, WAS EVICTED (NOT IN THAT ORDER)… SO HERE I AM TODAY TRYING TO CLIMB OUT OF THE PIT OF HELL… ( SMILING)